Somewhere Between 16&19

by Jennifer Weaver (Bjerke)

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I decided to share some songs that I wrote in highschool and the first two years of college. Those early years are times when people typically feel insecure and believe that their opinions, thoughts, and feelings are underdeveloped and unimportant. I, myself, was very afraid to write, but I wrote incessantly during this time trying to discover the world, who God was, and myself. I found that life had countless adventures, implications, and beautiful standpoints to find. Music was a way for me to investigate and discover.

Most of these songs were recorded with garage band and an internal microphone built into my macbook laptop. Since, these recordings are not top notch quality and since I've been writing a lot of new songs I decided to post what I have to those who might want it at a significantly low price. (Or for free for those who want to come here and stream.)

Enjoy highschool Jenny!

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released January 15, 2007

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The Bearkeys Davis, California

The Bearkeys are two people passionate about music who happen to be married. Mark Bjerke is responsible for producing, recording, and mixing their tracks, as well as performing many of the instruments. Jenny Bjerke (formerly Weaver) does most of the writing, singing, piano-ing, as well as some guitar-ing and ukelele-ing. The duo plans to play together and stay together for a long time. ... more

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Track Name: Say No
"You're pushing me out
I want to stop this somehow
but Jenny it's hard to know where you're found
cause I feel you're setting me on fire
you're tied me to this state
what is this life that you desire
cause I can't seem to break away

You're pushing me down
under the water
it's harder to breathe, harder to breathe
you're pulling me down
why can't you see?

Tell me girl why have you left your world?
Are you really that afraid of love
are you really that afraid of love
Only one true feeling could hurt
but are you really that afraid of love
are your really that afraid of love?

Say No

Do you feel safe in letting love fade away
being true is the price that you gotta pay, price that you gotta pay
so do you feel safe in letting love fade away, in letting love fade away
Track Name: Dear Brother I Miss You
I wish I could call over the ocean
cause I feel such strong emotion
with war in my heart
now brother you hold the gun
and how I wish this war was won
long before it all started
and you've always been my soldier
I'll still be the sister praying for you
you've always been my soldier
I'll still be the one who adores you

Time takes you again, takes you again
I'll be here waiting
My heart's over flowing overflowing
through all that's changing
but I'll see you soon

You've always made me laugh out loud
and as your sister I'm so proud
to call you my brother
your clever thoughts your careful words
and how you taught me my self worth
I'd never ask for another
Distance changes us I know
it's the truth
I'll embrace it all
overwhelmed I miss you.
Overwhelmed I miss you.

Time takes you again takes you again
I'll be here waiting
my hearts overflowing overflowing
with all that's changing
but I'll see you soon

yes I'll see you soon.
Track Name: Siren's Song
Come on up to the shore
and take me away
I've been hoping you'd come and save me
someday
your hearts been frozen coming in this moment
you heard my voice and lost all choice
and you are entranced, pulled in, no chance
too far too gone to see through
this siren's song

you can go so far
so why not come along with me
I'll lay down your heart at the bottom
of the sea
you can go so far
so why not follow me
I'll bury your heart at the
bottom of the sea

You could save me, don't leave me in the waves
you could save me, though your heart will
make it's grave

Crash your ship on my shore
you won't need it anymore

and you are entranced, pulled in, no chance
too far too gone to see through
this siren's song, this siren's song
Track Name: Indifference
Wake up with a heavy heart
and you cannot see the sun
so shine a light in this dark
what are you running from

Satisfaction is never right now
gut reaction says that peace will come somehow

But you're not moving past
those thoughts in your head
still going nowhere fast
with what was said
Indifference, don't steal my soul
though peace may never make it's home

Chasing those memories
won't bring them back
so shine a light
when all seems to fade to black
Satisfaction is never right now
gut reaction says that peace will come somehow

you're not moving past
those thoughts in your head
still going nowhere fast
with what was said
Indifference, don't steal my soul
though peace may never make it home

Fate falls with her bleeding heart
anxious hopes of a burning start
she's moving on with her restless mind
and she's trying to leave this mess far behind
Track Name: O Hope
A cup of tea for you and me
we'll confess the depths of our feelings
where does time go?
because the speed of light feels awful slow

If you had me
could you pull love along?
and be happy forever on?

Oh hope, don't let go
and love please let me know
where you stand
with my heart in hand
where you stand, with my heart in hand

Do you see straight
through the mess that I'd make
and can I get enough
of such wreckless love

Oh hope, don't let go
and love please let me know
where you stand
with my heart in hand
where you stand, with my heart in hand

Oh please look up
and don't fear a deeper sting
oh please look up love
to what makes your sing
Track Name: Not Even Nineteen
Not even nineteen you got a lot of nerve
go out into the world and get what you deserve
there's more things to smile about
than I could ever ever count
so what do you do with so much love
spread it around like you can't give out enough
go out into the world and find what you can learn
not even nineteen you got a lot of nerve

Oh, I see that you're bright
I'm blinded by the light
blinded by the lie
Oh, I see that you're bright
I'm blinded by the light
blinded by the lie

Keep going with the way that you live
cause I see you're in love with life
and you're maturity is really just a matter
of the right place and the time
and I've read that we're not fully developed
until about age 25
so I guess that means I've got
a couple more years down the line.


Oh, I see that you're bright
I'm blinded by the light
blinded by the lie
Oh, I feel that you're right
I'm blinded by the light
blinded by the lie
Track Name: Old Leaf
I had the highest room
and I saw the world in bloom
I grew so strong
and I felt nothing could go wrong
and then I fell

The wind would not hold me
I soared slowly floating
I fell
nothing could control me
no one could know me
I fell

curled up on the ground
all my friends were blown around
look up towards the day
I saw the clouds had rolled away
and then I fell
Track Name: I'll Never Lie
Go for a run down 4th street
smile and wave at people
I'll never meet
running under those street lights
and breathing in the night life

I'll never lie when I tell the truth
Oh how I missed you

Do you believe that somethings moving on?
Have you found out your own song
still hear the beat of my hearts drum
the tempo is lost to someone

I'll never lie when I tell the truth
O how I love you

Doctor could you replace my heart
in the midst of running this race
I feel my heart palpitate
do you dream of forever and today?

Oh I'll never lie when I tell the truth
Oh how I miss you
and oh how I loved you.
still dream of forever and today?
Track Name: On Death and Dying
Did you open Pandora's box
when the locks were set
she sent forget-me-nots
that made you a little upset

everyone goes away
everyone goes away

Open confusion the greatest illusion
everything you brought about
feeling elusive
the words lost their uses
and silence can shout
when silence can shout

everyone goes away
everyone goes away

All she had inside is gone for worse
we cannot hide such a curse, no

everyone goes away
everyone goes away
Track Name: The Wrong House
I guess I got the wrong house
I threw rocks and I did shout
my love was nowhere to be found
I guess I got the wrong house.

I'll wait as long as you're on my mind
I'll sing a song with you in time

Oh, I'll wait I'll wait for you
I'll sing of love new
I'll wait I'll wait for you
I'll sing of love true

I walk down the street now
I've lost hope
and it's cold cold out.
I turn around, turn around
you've found me
kissed me
my hearts left the ground

I'll wait as long as you're on my mind
I'll sing a song with you in time

I guess I got the wrong
I know I had the wrong house.